Anyway this post is not about all of that. Its about learning that I am a Lightworker. I didn't know what that meant. Mostly, I ignored that message because after I had researched about it, I found out that Lightworkers are people that are born on this Earth to fulfill some global mission. But who am I to be someone that can help the world? There's nothing special about me that makes me capable of doing anything for the world. But nevertheless, I decided to at least help myself before I went about figuring out what it meant to be a Lightworker.
So I learnt things such as the roles we play in life... Victim, Judge... etc... I learnt the difference between perception, opinion, fact, absolute-truth and relative-truth... I learnt about the ego and about the higher self... I learnt how to meditate. I joined Brahma Kumaris... I learnt about the law and power of attraction... And then I had this urge to what to teach people the things that I have learnt. So I decided to blog it... I mean if one person in the whole wide world reads this blog and takes something away from it, then I have accomplished so much more than I could have by just sitting around and learning things for myself only.
But then I didn't blog as much as I promised myself that I would... And I haven't been telling you guys exactly how to do the things that I have learnt to do and why its necessary to do them. Because I guess I was scared. I don't like telling people how to think and why they are wrong... Essentially I don't know if I even believe in a right or wrong, therefore telling someone that they are wrong feels judgmental on my part. I was scared to be who I am essentially. So even though I have learnt so much and I have come so far, I really have been going nowhere slowly. I suppose, I'm also afraid of confrontation. It scares me to think that people I know will read this blog and start trying to impose their beliefs and doubts on me. I'm also scared that by focusing my energy into helping people then I would slowly drown in the material world that we live in. I mean how can I survive in this world without an income?
Fear has been holding me back, but here I am... telling the universe that I am not afraid anymore and that I am ready to be the Lightworker that I am meant to be. I know now that I can't escape from wanting to help people and wanting to be a spiritual teacher... And I know that the spiritual world will provide for me, that I am taken care off in every way possible. All I have to do, is tell you guys exactly what I think and why I think and how it can help you. Follow it if you want, its up to you to decide whats best for you.
Right now, I feel kinda empowered, because I truly feel that I will no longer allow the insecurities of others to affect me.
I will blog about what a Lightworker is and how to know if you are a Lightworker... As soon as I understand it more clearly. I suppose you're gonna have to learn at my pace with me... Haha. But you always do your own research on it. There are lots of people out there that can help you discover your inner power, so you don't have to wait for me.
In case you were wondering how I know I am a Lightworker... First I did an angel card reading that told me what I am... Then I read up about it and I found that I perfectly met the description... And then I found out that I also have whats called "Lightworker syndrome" which meant that not stepping up to who I am, was also pushing me back in every other aspect of my life.
So I am gonna sign off this blog with a quote from Marianne Williamson
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not your darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are all born to manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our light shine, we unconsciously give other people the permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
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